Monday, June 23, 2008
this song is an attempt to personify the human heart as an realm where the angel and demon in our heart is constantly seeking dominance.. so when this child's parent leaves, his heart is now being set in turmoil asreflected by the warring angel and demon within.. finally decides that he will not succumb to fate and fights for his happiness even tho he is on his own.. has a rock shin yue tuan feel to the tune... anione wanna arrange gimme a ring k??
《天使的羽翼》
Verse1
躺在你的怀抱中心像蓝色天空，
没有悲伤的世界，天使飞在空中
你像天使的歌声让恶魔沉睡在梦中
渐渐听见恶魔的怒吼当你决定要走
Chorus
天使的羽翼在燃烧，从天堂将入地狱的怀抱
光圈再亮，也暗淡了，恶魔在黑暗中微笑
恶魔侵噬着我的心，无法操纵失控的身体，
世界的诱惑，无法在逃避，
童真再美也燃烧成灰烬
Verse2
孩子幸福的眼神已经被羡慕交替，
如何去爱，如何相信，全都已忘记，
我在黑暗的世界里，寻找光明的痕迹，
但再努力也，只能唤得起，你离开我的回忆
Repeat Chorus
Verse 3
给我勇气，给我天使的羽翼，
没有你的世界里，让我也能够呼吸
恶魔在呐喊，我拒绝听它的声音
没有了你我也能拥有属于我的美丽回忆。。。
weilie * 7:02 AM 0 rocked with me
rojak carrot cake and mee goreng! stingray! ingredients for my seoul garden maggie goreng! my final pdt! island creamery... teh tarik and nutella ice cream lots of photos! reminds me of pitstop man..had a feast again... ate lots of wholesome hawker food, then headed to island creamery for ice cream... the teh tarik ice cream was... damn nice and damn... teh tarik! hahaha... the nutella wan 2... next time i wanna try the chendol and horlicks flavour! heh.. after tat we sang at kbox for like 5hrs til arnd 2 b4 we headed to 24hr kopitiam to watch spain VS italy.. well done for breaking the 22nd June curse, Spain! =) cherylene is damn hapy 2dae cuz she hates italy to the core somehow.. we ate seoul garden the next day whch was, haha... as usual, **bbBurPzz** and the maggie goreng i cooked turned out nice miraculously... cherylene said im of gd househusband material.. hmm.. ok lo, hahaa
gotta work again 2ml... kindof sian... but lindy is in the midst of war and i felt damn ad for missing out at work 2dae... so... ganbatte, 2ml gonna click till my finger snap again hahaa
weilie * 6:48 AM 0 rocked with me
Saturday, June 21, 2008
was eating dinner and watching the TV... All of a sudden, an advertisement caught my attention... a girl comes home and takes off her high heel shoes... she just dumped her shoes down before headng straight for the room without even glancing or taking a look at her father.. next day, she comes out of her room in her school uniform, ready for school.. she saw that her shoes were fixed up and looked at her father who was napping in the living room.. she walked over at adjusted his shirt which had rolled up, revealing his stomach... the word "family" appeared, following a black and wide image of the gal being on the father's shoulder..
a tinge of sadness hit me for a moment as i pondered about my father... its been a few years and i dun seemta miss him or think of him very often...my last recollection of having intense feelings for him was the day he was to be cremated... my hand was on the van with his coffin and i was staring at his picture.. suddenly the van moved too fast and my hand could not follow i time... i found myself grasping forward at nothing.. tears followed as an overwhelming sense of helplessness consumed me.. if only we had more time, perhaps we could make things right...
Dad would come home from work and i would rush to embrace him... he would hold me high up into the air and swirl me a few rounds perhaps, before putting me down... feeling giddy, from the vertiginous swirl of his strong arms or pure bliss, I will watch as dad kiss mum on the cheek... After dinner, a mischievious grin followed by shouts of "Playground! Shall we?" would see me and my dad runing out of the house as chants of "is your homework done?" from the kitchen languished... Out of the house, neighbours wave to us as i hear whispers of envy about what a great father and husband my dad is... hmm, its great that we are all blessed with imagination, don't you think?
31st August... me and my mum's birthday... a date my father never remembered.. or never really bothered about if he did remember... My only reminisence of him was how he switched the TV channel from cartoons to some drama when he dropped by my grandma's place where i lived at on wekdays due to the proximity of my school.. Going home on weekends felt more like a obligation as my dad would be out on saturdays with his friends till late before waking up at around 3 the next afternoon for lunch with us... My mum and I would then head back to my grandma's place... i remember asking my mum how my dad won her heart, and was surprised that the first diamond pendant and bouquet of flowers were all firsts that my mum had received.. money matters paved the way to the downfall of my parents' marriage, perhaps precipitated by a blend of social norms and my mum's superior income over my father...
I always had intense fears of being an inadequate boyfriend.. and husband or father in future... what I longed for in him formed a stark comparison with reality, one which i strive not to repeat... I fought for good grades and a scholarship hoping to secure my future finances... I remind myself to not only love cherylene but let her feel loved... and make up with effort and affection as to what a richer boyfriend might be able to do while i cannot... and i hope my child, mum and my wife would busk in bliss...
Those whom i love but have failed to let you feel so i beg for forgiveness... those who love me i promise to give my all... and may reality never besiege my dreams =)
weilie * 4:06 AM 0 rocked with me
cherylene acting shy =p nuaing at O'brien and watchg discovery channel ramen place at central aka ramen!!!! (meatballs and many kindof nuts in the soup!) spciy chicken ramen!! dumplings!!!
lindy the data entry queen! rediffusion radio set yvonne oso acting shy, n yup, shes cherylene's fren!!! same pattern wan hahhaamonsters pic 1 monsters pic 2 triple monster attack!!!just came back from a bball session with xiong.. miraculously won him 5-3.. til now still find it hard to believe man.. hehe.. and the sun was like blazing hot... damn shiok man... after tat we drin ultra ice-cold bandung.. shuang man... staying hme 2dae.. feels kindof shiok.. have been going out and working everyday... damn tired man... n im like working 7 days a week...
aniwae work at rediffusion has been fun in some sense cuz i have nice colleagues... Lindy is the full time, while i and yvonne, recommended to the job by cherylene is really qte a funny person too... and 2gether we are the data entry team!! Lindy is crazily working like 12 hrs a day to try and key in ALL the data b4 ethe end of the month... and yvonne eats and eats and eats but still stays damn thin...we hate this kindof pple rite, huihuang? OOppss, wahahaha
aniwaes, went to this place at central with cherylene... and the ramen ROX!!! tho the queue is kindof irritating and makes yu feel damn stressful while eating there... they have only 3 kind of ramen and have a few toppings for you to choose from... some frens tell me tat my blog is becoming a food blog... hmmm.. mayb... but tats wad i like abt cherylene... we love to eat!!! and even so she is not a dua bui chai!!! hahaha... yes la, best of both worlds =p
may haveta have dinner alone 2dae cuz dear is busy and the whole house is empty... but nvm la.. being alone once in awhile is not a bad idea too.. i go makan liao!!!! (n maybe snap some pics again!!!, heh)
weilie * 2:10 AM 0 rocked with me
Saturday, June 14, 2008
me dear and jude!!! jude wearing my specs... look like me meh... hip hop jude LUNCHEON MEAT!!!! steamboat feast!!!! chinatown!!! i look weird here...abaling TANGYUAN!!! yummy hotel 81: romania VS italy me n dear feeling damn sleepy while watchg the match, haha the pool place xong recomended assist that is made wth scotch tape pu tien fried rice! feast at vivo!!! oyster egg!!!Yay!!! Dear is finally back!!! N I must say the philipines trip made her slimmer, tanner and chioer!!! Hahaha… 3 weeks of loneliness but well worth the wait, wahaahaha… then cherylene will say: “ so last time I very fat and not tanned and not chio la???!!! Dun say that… last time super chio, now uuulllttrraaa chio k??? cherylene shld be puking when she reads this, hahaha
Ate steamboat til we feel like dying!!! N yes la, I finally ged to eat steamboat with luncheon meat… n it has Foochow fishball man… n crabs certified fresh by cherylene the expert!!! N at 18bucks with free flow drinks!!! Tian tian huoguo, u can go n die le, seriously…dear gave me 2 super bright n nice tshirts!!! N passed her the bear bear with the precious moments card… ultra girly present… n she loved it a lot luckily, hahaha… she even named it jude… but she keep saying the bear look like me cuz it has a small tummy =( WADEVER!!!! Hahaha…after tat we just nua at the riverside…
Met with her ytd oso… DAAMNN shiok!!! We ate frog legs porridge at Chinatown n then we played pool at the lousiest pool place ever!!! (recommended by xiong, hahaha) after tat we bought macs and dabao to hotel 81 where we watched Romania ALLLMMOOSSSTT kicking italy out of euro!!! Rah, damn it, buffon, HAOLIAN!!! Save penalty… n I must admit, it rocks to have a gf tat watches soccer hahhaa… think she even more excited than me lo, hahhaa… next day we had a feast at pu tien again after staying over at my hostel… **bBurPpzz** I just love eating with cherylene!!! Hahahaa
Its great to have u back!!! N theres no way I can emphasize tat more.. =)
weilie * 10:50 AM 0 rocked with me
ktv at teoheng! janice, bt n Xiong DOOO DIIOO GUUIII AHHHH!!!!! erm... HH digging his nose with his toe... eeekksss FEAST at east coast!!! xiong acting cute =p betin with her jean yip cut hair... ( i think i can do better, haha) HH enjoying his food ALOT!!! ( finished the stingray after i only took 2 small bites) xiong attacking my nostrils!!!!Beetin is back!!! N this time it was left to me to organize… cycling then eat loads of hawker food that a Singaporean will no doubt miss… and after tat, ktv at teoheng!!! Im impressed by my powerful organizing ability!! N becuz of me, the gals dun hav to sit down n se us play pool!!!! Wahahahaa, beetin hope ya like the program 2dae!!! Wahahaha… gong gong, stingray, hokkien mee, fried oyster, chicken wings, sambal kangkong, sugar cane juice… n HH is STILL HUNGRY!!! Haahhaa, amazing…
After tat we went to teoheng… walao. HH has to be the best person to sing ktv with man.. I LOVE U HH!!! Cuz he is crazy, n we go out of tune 2gether like there is no 2ml.. hahhaa, cant stand pple hu sing ktv as if it’s a competition or somethg, stress pple stress themselves… n it was great to have Janice hu normally sits arnd to sing wif us… keep up the gd work!!! N BT n Jan, pls improve on punctuality, buay tahan man!!!! RAAHHH
Some things have happened recently but 2nite, nothg seems to have changed… n bro, I think the way ya handled the evening, one word to describe: matured… hope we can always have such happt times 2gether, for a long long time to come!!! HH going reservice le… will miss him badly =( but fear not, guys hu miss him can always check him out in this entry’s video “think of me” ENJOY!!! =p
After tat we went to teoheng… walao. HH has to be the best person to sing ktv with man.. I LOVE U HH!!! Cuz he is crazy, n we go out of tune 2gether like there is no 2ml.. hahhaa, cant stand pple hu sing ktv as if it’s a competition or somethg, stress pple stress themselves… n it was great to have Janice hu normally sits arnd to sing wif us… keep up the gd work!!! N BT n Jan, pls improve on punctuality, buay tahan man!!!! RAAHHH
Some things have happened recently but 2nite, nothg seems to have changed… n bro, I think the way ya handled the evening, one word to describe: matured… hope we can always have such happt times 2gether, for a long long time to come!!! HH going reservice le… will miss him badly =( but fear not, guys hu miss him can always check him out in this entry’s video “think of me” ENJOY!!! =p
think of me 1
think of me 2
weilie * 10:11 AM 0 rocked with me
first pic i took with jo in yr 1 jo n me!! 2nd pic after 4 semesters hahha they say she looks like felicia chin... dun look like rite... haha wynne n me taking stupid pics again mouth got cream, sibae unglam.. wynne's new love??? the rubbish bin nice doughnuts frm j.cothis week met up with wynne again n i think shes really crazy, haaha... in some sense just like HH, cuz i challenge her go kiss the rubbish bin she oso on... had dinner then we went around hunting for her couple cross pendants that she wanted to ged for her and stephen... i was damn excited oso man... haha... thinking of wad to buy for cherylene... justin told me cherylene will never like soft toys n i decided to test my luck... hahaha... justin!!! ya r damn wrong!!! hahaha
aniwaes, after 2 yrs, i finaly met joanna somewhere that is not in temasek hall.. n walao... she had se training that was damn long n i waited 2 hrs for her man!!! but she treated me 2 dinner la... n we had a nice chat... was glad that we still had so much to talk abt... used to be very gd frens until she got attached then she was part of this super big clique... n i must say the clique is like damn exclusive in some sense la, n i found me n jo becoming strangers... glad that ive found jo again, one of the few true frens i have in hostel =) n i think cliques are so scary man... hope jo n i wun become strangers again when schl starts...
weilie * 9:55 AM 0 rocked with me
Sunday, June 8, 2008
i guess when we are sick, we will miss the pple we over most and hope that they would be here to take care of us...
please let me get my voice soi can go teoheng with my buddies... please let me erecover so tat i can go paktor...
i hate to be sick, raaahhh
weilie * 6:12 AM 0 rocked with me
Thursday, June 5, 2008
noe where this is??? hahah (ans: bugis, looks kindof not like singapore yeah?) JY and bdae boy KOK at nydc bdae boy xiong + JY's "fling" jingxin, haha the angry hammy ice cream in espresso, nicely bitter sweet, just like life man, haha i dunno the name man but this tastes awesome!!! jas n me! jas insisting she wants the candle in the pic!!!went with jasmine to a restaurant near sunset way... woah, although its like in the middle of the clementi HDB district but the decor, the food and ambience... the moment ya r there u feel as if ya r at some atas place... n of cuz, the price oso more atas la, hahaha... cant wait to bring dear there!!! hahaha... its always nice to meet jas, cuz it is so rare that someone can actually hold a conversation in cantonese with me!!! =) recently working at rediffusion, a company that provides something like SCV, just that they provide radio channels... n they are short of cantonese DJs!!! wahahaha, hope i can have a shot at it when this job ends, heh
during the weekend celebrated xiong, kok and gary's bdae, just dinner at NYDC followed by pool of cuz!! hahaha... din take alot of pics man cuz my hp was runnign out of batteries... then no one bother oso, sigh.. i realli think when we go out shld take more pics ma, like tat then next time grow old liao, senile liao can at least go thru the pics and take in some memories ma... then HH n xiong so handsome, nt to mention JY hu got gal chasing her =p, all the more must take pics!!! hahaha...
alright!!! 5 more days!!! yay!!! =)
weilie * 8:34 AM 0 rocked with me
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